A complete reboot. I submerged myself in boundless silence.
Words cannot fully describe it. There's only admiration for the masterful, intricate work.
What happened during and after the retreat was a feeling of coming back home. Now I see a clear vector and know where I'm going, and most importantly, why. I'm home. I met myself. I felt the taste of eternity. The vibration of life passing through me. In the very core, the center of my being.
It's as if I've been searching for the 'philosopher's stone' for so long, and finally found it. It turned out it was always right under my nose, and all that was needed was to open up and ask. Willingness to accept. It's amusing how subtle and quiet the truth is.
Barely noticeable among the 'loud' voices of practices and super-mega masters promising complete transformation. True mastery is hardly noticeable... It's so beautiful and graceful, like a butterfly that quietly flies in and delicately lands on your hand. You have to be very, very quiet not to scare it away with your fears or chaotic actions. To be able to recognize what lies beyond words